It got a little better, but I keep returning to this state where I am questioning everything. Misunderstandings turn into huge fights and everything is seeming more and more distant. Last summer, I constantly had texts from him and now I feel like I have to force conversation out of him if I can even get him to respond. Where is the amazing guy I fell for a year ago? There is no way I have changed more than falling for him even more, yet something is so different. All I want is an occasional thoughtful text or a hug that I don’t have to ask for…this shouldn’t be so hard.
"You can shed tears that she is gone,
or you can smile because she has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she’ll come back,
or you can open your eyes and see all she’s left.
Your heart can be empty because you can’t see her,
or you can be full of the love you shared.
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her only that she is gone,
or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind,
be empty and turn your back.
Or you can do what she’d want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on."
David Harkins
Just thinking about Hannah. Such a beautiful person lost from the world, gained to the skies.
Yeah…he knows. It’s up to him to change at this point.
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It’s easy not to think when you’re not told that much
I’m not saying anything you haven’t heard before
I’m just trying to understand the way we are
Are we ever going to get it right?
Are we ever going to start making sense
And stop pretending…
Are you listening?
